Memories of Stock - John Evans |
I was born in Stock in 1929, and lived at Ivy House
(now called Barn Hall Cottage) in the High Street next to Thurgoods the
butchers. To me, Stock was such a lovely village, so much preferable to any
other that I knew, and full of generous people. It was largely self-sufficient,
with shops, farmers, and many skilled tradesman providing the essentials the
life. Surrounded by woods and fields, and all accessible, it was a wonderful
place for young people to grow up. |
Socially, it was a microcosm of England itself, with
all classes well represented, from aristocracy and high military ranks to
road-sweepers and farm-labourers. Admiral Sir Vernon Haggard, once Second
Sea-Lord, was, by common consent, the best of the upper ranks, always ready
with a kindly word to those lower in the social scale. |
By contrast, Richard Adam Ellis, who lived at
Greenwoods and owned much of the village, was a remote figure detached from
village life. When he died just after the war, many villagers, including my
parents, were able to buy their houses through the Admiral's family. Lord
Perry, who helped to establish the Ford Motor Company in this country, and who
lived at Lilystone Hall, was an even more mysterious person, and never seen by
most of us. Of the skilled tradesman, the one best known to us all was the
blacksmith who operated opposite the
Bear Inn where we waited for
buses. Controlling his magical fire and working with the horses was always
fascinating. |
I was the youngest of three children: my sister
Barbara was three years older, and brother Geoff six years. From both sides of
the family, I inherited a deep love of music, and a great zest for sport. My
parents were relatively poor; but in our school years, there was no lack of
opportunities because of this. Geoff and I went to the grammar school in
Chelmsford, Barbara had some secretarial training, and we all had music
lessons. By today's standards, life was strict, but also reasonably fair, and
definitely very full. |
My mother came from the kindly Cottee family, and was
generous to all. Anyone who came to the door - and there were many tramps
passing through the village in the 1930s - were made welcome and generally fed.
The Cottees were strongly non-conformist, and my grandparents had been devoted
members of the Salvation Army in their earlier years. My mother's uncle, Arthur
Cottee, ran the bakery and provided employment for his children and my
grandfather. His house in the High Street nearly opposite Greenwoods, with
large garden lovingly tended by his son Cliff, became the focus for all the
Cottee family. |
My father was not so fortunate with his family, being
the son of the exceptionally strict village headmaster. At fourteen, he ran
away with an elder brother to the army, and after a two-year spell came back to
the village to become apprenticed to a carpenter. Then he had a second army
spell in the Tank Corps in World War I when he was injured, but not too
seriously. His rather severe disposition gradually mellowed over the years as
he drew closer to my mother's family. Later in life, he changed his Sunday
ritual, moving from Church to Chapel to which my mother and her relations were
so devoted. |
Religion was a serious matter, and played a major
part in the life of the village. Naturally, through my parent's divided
loyalties, I became familiar with much that went on in
Chapel and
Church, but never discovered
anything significant about the small Catholic community apart from occasional
gossip about Lord Perry and his private Catholic Chapel. The
Congregational Chapel
just over the road became my basic spiritual home; and to this day, I am
grateful for its broad-minded view of religion, and its general concern for
social justice. Our ministers spoke from the heart, not from doctrinal
certainty. The Rev Goodchild at the Chapel was a great organiser of youth
activity, to be followed by the more studious Rev Springham. During the war,
Church and Chapel drew closer together, and that was good for all. The rector
at the Church, the Rev Austin, was a kindly retiring person who wrote a learned
volume on the history of the village. |
Both parents had ambitions for their children
seemingly much beyond those of other working-class parents in the village. The
pressure to do well and to please was always present, and I suppose modern
fashionable opinion would think this not too healthy. Becoming a grammar-school
boy did have potential difficulties among all those that never had such
opportunities, but happily I never experienced any. It was the exception for
anyone even to try to get into the grammar school, let alone get a place. The
village school was good in its way, and certainly everyone learnt to read by
about the age of seven, thanks to the thoughtful teaching of Mrs Plume. But
higher up the school, so much time was spent on nature study and on
bible-reading, mainly from the Old Testament. When I first went to the school,
children remained there until they were fourteen; later they went on to
secondary school in Billericay. |
Much of the detail of childhood slips away from the
memory. But two things predominate: one was the countryside, and the other was
the war. For any child not to be brought up in natural countryside is, to me, a
great disadvantage. Long summer days in the woods and fields and our special
trees, searching for birds' nests or picking blackberries, cricket and football
until we dropped - innocent pleasures unspoilt by parental fears about our
absence for a few hours. Many of the fields were pasture before the war, most
full of rabbits, and all was open to the public. There was so much to explore,
so much to be interested in. |
The war gave us even more freedom to roam. My father,
like so many others, often worked twelve hours a day, seven days a week in a
factory for much of the war, not to mention frequent fire duty for the whole
night. Children were expected to entertain themselves and not bother grown-ups
unnecessarily. However there were extra responsibilities, not least of which
was the growing of vegetables to last the whole winter. This took up a
considerable amount of time in the spring and late summer, particularly after
my brother Geoff had left home for the RAF. But the importance of such work was
always understood, given the very severe rationing of food and the obvious
difficulties of all mothers in finding enough to put on the table. |
My secondary education coincided with the war years.
From the declaration of war, life changed dramatically for all of us. On that
fateful Sunday morning at the chapel morning service, the minister kept leaving
the pulpit and going back to the Manse next door. Then he announced what
Chamberlain had said on the radio, and very shortly after there was an air raid
warning. We all rushed home, began putting mattresses against the window, and
attempted to seal the windows from gas attack - about which we had heard much,
and were very fearful of. There was considerable commotion out in the street,
with Colonel Brazier-Creagh, a massive man, ordering people about and generally
stirring things up. My father, in what to me was his bravest moment, told him
to calm down and go home, and actually physically pushed him away. All of that
happened within an hour of the war declaration. |
The village, being in the path of enemy bombers from
the Low Countries on their way to London or specific Essex installations, had a
very noisy war, with lots of anti-aircraft batteries in the vicinity. There
were also curious searchlight installations out in the fields nearby which
heightened the excitement or fear. Many bombs were jettisoned in the
surrounding countryside, aircraft crashed nearby, a cluster of incendiaries
fell on the village, and a large parachute bomb exploded in the churchyard
seriously damaging the
church and blowing out our front windows and our back door. Searching for
craters and shrapnel and souvenirs was an important occupation for young boys.
In the earlier years of the war, we either sheltered under the kitchen table or
in the cupboard under the stairs. Later, we had considerable fun trying to
construct two shelters in the garden, one of which was generally water-logged,
and the other plagued with insects. |
For young people, the Battle of Britain was the most
spectacular event, some of it taking place right over the village. People stood
in the sun, and cheered when a plane was shot down, hopefully assuming it was
not one of ours. The most disturbing time for all of us was near the end of the
war when the pilotless V-1 doodlebugs were droning away morning, noon, and
night, and one's instinct was to hope that the engine would keep going and land
somewhere else. Up to that point, we had become somehow immune to normal
bombing raids. But there was real terror in this. At school in Chelmsford, the
war continued during the morning hours. It seems that the Luftwaffe put their
feet up in the afternoon because I never remember games being disturbed by air
raids. But for the first two years of the war, we spent long morning hours in
the shelters, doing absolutely nothing. Sometimes there was no time to get to
the shelters, and we just disappeared under the desks. The Marconi and Hoffmann
factories were obvious targets nearby. |
Surprising to look back on were my occasional visits
to London after school to attend the Promenade Concerts at the Royal Albert
Hall. The war was on, there were often air raids, and yet my mother gave me the
freedom to make this journey, arriving back about midnight. Only during the
worst stages of the V-1 assault were the public concerts cancelled - although
they continued to be broadcast from a BBC studio. One enduring memory was the
sight of Sir Henry Wood in magnificent white suit conducting just a little way
above my arena position. This may have been his last concert because a few days
later he died. Those were wonderful occasions during the war, and everyone so
friendly. |
The war I suppose changed us all, mostly for the
better. All classes had to work together, and there were no obvious privileges
for the wealthy. There was an army camp a little way down the road, and some
men were billeted in the village. They broadened our lives, many of them taking
an active part in the village activities, especially at the Chapel. Once we had
two RAF men staying with us, and with piano, clarinet and saxophone, it was
'concerts' nearly every night. But then, for our 'best' room, there were so
many musical evenings throughout my childhood. |
When I reached the age of eighteen in 1947, it was my
turn for the RAF. After the initial cultural shock, and meeting so many strange
people from other parts of the country, I drifted into a unit that installed
radio equipment around the country. This was the opportunity to compare my
native village with so many others - but I never found anything better. Three
years followed at university, and which might have made me less accessible to
village friends. But no, as in the grammar-school days, people seemed rather
pleased for my good fortune; and when I came home during the vacations, they
always found me a place in the football team. |
If I think of some of them in particular, that would
include Doug Webb, Den Cable, Ron Buers, Bob Stripe, the Thurgood brothers next
door, Brian Cable, Fred Dixon, Michael Makings, Kathleen Buck, Sylvia Sayers,
the Harvey girls, particularly Avis who shared the organ duties at the chapel.
In sport, the Cottees, Dixons and Elliots made up most of the teams. Doug Webb
spent a lot of time with our family, and would talk late into the night about
his RAF experiences. How sad that he was just coming to the end of his second
operational tour of duty when he was killed. I think of Mrs Harrington (also a
Cottee) who gave me my first piano lessons, and allowed me to move on at my own
natural pace. Her brother Sam Cottee, who played the violin and other
instruments to a good standard, often invited me to play with his friends. The
Springhams arrived at the Manse in 1942, and their son Robin became a real
companion at the grammar school. I recently visited him at South Walsham and
was happy to learn that he had a successful career, finally becoming
vice-Principal of a Higher Education College in London. Jennie Cottee, who
lived opposite us during the war while husband John was away, was a great
favourite with us; and when the air raids were at their worst, I like to think
that we helped each through. How nice it was to meet her in the churchyard some
years ago when visiting my parents' grave. After the war, John Cottee was
extremely helpful to all our family. |
Certain individual events stand out, particularly the
celebrations on VE day, with dancing in the square, and an enormous bonfire on
the Common. Some nasty traffic accidents remain in the memory - it was not
uncommon for children to be 'run-over' in the 1930s. The Thurgood's wall
completely collapsed one day into the Back Lane, missing me by about two feet.
On our last day at the village school, we daringly took the school cane, and
threw it into the pond over the fence, only to find it sticking out of the
water - reminiscent to me of the River Kwai film! The Greenwoods and Lilystone
Hall grounds were opened once a year, and we were always hugely impressed by
the extravagant layout of the gardens. After the war, it was something of a
revolution when Greenwoods was sold to the Baptist Mission from West Ham,
becoming a retreat for people of all classes. |
If I had to pick out something very typical of
village life, I think it would have to be a Saturday afternoon cricket match on
the Common. This was a family event, especially on Bank Holidays. I can
remember such events as a spectator, scorer, and player; and even during the
war there was always a Saturday game. The Stock team had two or three gentlemen
in splendid blazers and cravats, and other ranks with trousers held up by a
tie. Often about 4pm, a man would walk between the stumps, asserting his
ancient right-of-way across the Common land. Around the Common, wives and
children would picnic for the afternoon somewhere near the boundary which was
never precisely defined. In my mind, it was always gloriously sunny, and it was
always a serious and big-hitting match. Sixes were frequently hit into the
Cottee garden, or into the bowling-green land; but finding the ball in the long
grass was often a more difficult thing to do. For the players, there was the
potential for glory or ignominy, everything being fully evaluated during the
following week in the pubs and churches. But for most, they were just lovely
days in the sun, catching up on gossip, and providing a well-earned rest for a
few hours. I gather that some of my contemporaries did go on to win the
National Village Cup at Lords. One of these days, before I depart this life, I
am going to spend a summer afternoon on Stock Common, and see how a new
generation is getting on. |
In 1952, I finally left the village, moving on to
Londonderry, then to Saffron Walden and Cambridge. I was invited back to
accompany the choral society in the 1960s, and that was a very happy occasion
for me. Mum and Dad and Geoff have now departed, leaving just Barbara and
myself to tell the tale. Barbara still lives close by in Chelmsford, and keeps
me generally informed. We are so grateful for our childhood years among the
good people of Stock, a wonderful apprenticeship for adult life. |
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John's email address is
J.Evans@damtp.cam.ac.uk |
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